I tried shrooms for the first time last weekend. I hand't originally
intended to do them but in the process of buying some pot my dealer pulled
out a couple 8th's of some shrooms and my friend and I couldn't turn it down.
We took the shrooms at about 10:00 at night and went driving around
listening to some techno music. Within half an hour i found myself drawn to
everything around me, the trees, the moon, everything. I started dancing to
the music and colors began to swarm around me. There were all kinds of
shapes and designs, I felt like i could touch them. I had never been so
happy before! But then we went back to another friends house and when I got
there I suddenly felt all the happiness drain out of me, I became
unbelievably depressed. I started crying and shaking and ran to a tree and
began to fall down to the floor. I was grasping the roots of the tree and
talking to myself. I started watching things flash before my eyes- it was
like all the secrets of thw world were being revealed to me. My friend
started to freak out and she went inside leaving me outside in the dark
alone. My head was rolling around and I was saying poetry. I wasnt even
thinking the words, they just kept coming out. I felt like i was being
possessed. Then I stopped being so sad, I felt like I was dying but I was
happy I was dying. My tears became happy tears and I started stroking all
the leaves and things around me. I was talking to God and he was taking me
away. Eventually I realized I wasnt dying and I went inside and used the
bathroom. When i looked in the mirror I screamed at the sight of my pupils
being so dialated and my face melting. I ran down to the basement (which by
the way was very complicated... dont use stairs when you are on shrooms)
Eventually my friends all calmed me down and we started talking about things,
theories on life and the way things are and the way things should be. I felt
immensly happy again and oh so peaceful. one of my friends and i went back
outside again and layed down on a trampoline to smoke a cigarette and just
talked to each other about religion and life.... Shrooms was the scariest and
coolest experiance I have ever had. I will never look at things the same way
again... im so scared and so happy and so relaxed and sad all at once... I
think I will most likely do shrooms again as soon as this experiance wears
off... im still shaking.
%~BeSt FrIeNdS~%
LoVe
*+KaRa+*
intended to do them but in the process of buying some pot my dealer pulled
out a couple 8th's of some shrooms and my friend and I couldn't turn it down.
We took the shrooms at about 10:00 at night and went driving around
listening to some techno music. Within half an hour i found myself drawn to
everything around me, the trees, the moon, everything. I started dancing to
the music and colors began to swarm around me. There were all kinds of
shapes and designs, I felt like i could touch them. I had never been so
happy before! But then we went back to another friends house and when I got
there I suddenly felt all the happiness drain out of me, I became
unbelievably depressed. I started crying and shaking and ran to a tree and
began to fall down to the floor. I was grasping the roots of the tree and
talking to myself. I started watching things flash before my eyes- it was
like all the secrets of thw world were being revealed to me. My friend
started to freak out and she went inside leaving me outside in the dark
alone. My head was rolling around and I was saying poetry. I wasnt even
thinking the words, they just kept coming out. I felt like i was being
possessed. Then I stopped being so sad, I felt like I was dying but I was
happy I was dying. My tears became happy tears and I started stroking all
the leaves and things around me. I was talking to God and he was taking me
away. Eventually I realized I wasnt dying and I went inside and used the
bathroom. When i looked in the mirror I screamed at the sight of my pupils
being so dialated and my face melting. I ran down to the basement (which by
the way was very complicated... dont use stairs when you are on shrooms)
Eventually my friends all calmed me down and we started talking about things,
theories on life and the way things are and the way things should be. I felt
immensly happy again and oh so peaceful. one of my friends and i went back
outside again and layed down on a trampoline to smoke a cigarette and just
talked to each other about religion and life.... Shrooms was the scariest and
coolest experiance I have ever had. I will never look at things the same way
again... im so scared and so happy and so relaxed and sad all at once... I
think I will most likely do shrooms again as soon as this experiance wears
off... im still shaking.
%~BeSt FrIeNdS~%
LoVe
*+KaRa+*