Well if anyones interested I threw out the moldy ones and ate the ones that looked ok.
My first trip was a pretty sh*t experience, I cautiously ate a small amount of truffles to test my tolerance then when nothing happened after an hour a few more...........
nothing, so a few more and so on and so on till about four hours after I took my first dose then it all washed over me at once and i was out of it completely.
I enjoyed the sensations at first though it wasn't really like what i expected, no hallucinations really more of an intense stoned kind of feeling [though ive never done hallucinogens or anything before so who the hell am I to comment?].
Then the scene around me changed and with it the whole trip went downhill. From sitting with two of my mates quietly getting gone and watching tv, I went to being surrounded by a roomfull of people I didnt know too well who where acting pretty loud. They were all pretty much heavy drinkers but anti "Drugs" so i felt like some kind of jukie for the rest of the night when i was around them. Things took a turn for the worse when this poor girl i didnt know, who had just lost her granny started trying to talk to me about how she was feeling and i, completely wasted was unable to talk to her at all. This really brought me down and made me feel like a peice of SH*T. I spent most of the rest of the night just trying to get to sleep with a terrible inescapable nausea and deep feelings of depression, anxiety and worthlessness.
The whole thing wasnt totally a wash out it was interesting in a lot of ways, but i think i'll have to think long and hard before I take another trip.
It reminded me a lot of the first time i got plastered on beer as a kid, i was really enjoying it till my body gave in to the stress i was putting it under and i ended up hugging a toilet bowl wishing for death for the rest of the night. I learned a lot about drinking from that one experience and can now get a lot of fun out of having a drink within my limits, maybe this bad scene will help me approach shrooms with more of a clue, and better enjoy my trips..............
there has got to be some kind of positive right ?
oh yeah and one more thing? can anyone tell me why if heat is supposed to destroy the active ingredients, you are advised to soak the truffles in boiling tea for 15 minutes to take them?